this is my last year of high school forever.. and it's scary. i'm going to blink and next thing i know i'm going to be walking across that stage getting my diploma from t-glad. it feels like just yesterday was my first day of high school. reality is kicking in and i'm not close to finishing my college stuff. i know where i wanna go and what i wanna do with the rest of my life so that kinda takes a little bit of pressure off my shoulders, i still a have a lot to do before march. i plan on getting EVERYTHING done before then. applications, scholarships, act/sat, and all that jazz. and even if i want to or not i've got to grow and and face the real world and it's coming easier than i thought.. i'm not going to miss this place at all.. even though people say you better make you're time here last cause next thing you know you're in college, well you know what i'm don't think i will. there are so many things and people here that i hate, but there are also things and people here that love to death, and that's the only reason i will come back to this horrid place. i know that when i walk across that stage i'm going to cry cause it'll finally hit me that i'm growing up and leaving for college and my mommy and daddy aren't always be around when i need something and that really scares me cause they are my world & i love them both with all my heart. but you know i'll always be their little girl i'll always call them mommy and daddy no matter how old i get. <3 but yeah that's all for now.
this song means so much to me, cause my daddy is my rock and hero and the strongest man i know, i don't know where i would be without him, he's always been there for me, he's been mean when i've been a bad word, and deserved it, he's been there when i need to talk to someone, he's wanted to kick guy's butt who ever hurt me, he's just my favorite person, he's made me the person i am today. and i thank god everyday for him but yeah i'm done for now.
i love you daddy!
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