a little bit stronger

waiting. i hate waiting. so much you don't even understand, i just feel like that's all i'm ever doing anymore. i just don't know how i can wait for something that may or may not happen.. and i don't know what to do about it. sometimes i just wanna give up and say i'm done but i know that i'm not strong enough to do that. my heart is in this situation now, and it has been for a while, so there's no turning back, i'm just gonna have to wait. i've just got so much to think about, i guess i'm just gonna go sleep it off or something.

genius! 

but on another note i had a pretty great night with dalton and jennifer!
he makes me laugh so facking hard. <3