you made your bed, now you have to sleep in it.

i've come to realize that certain people are not meant to be in your life, and you don't hurt as much when they're gone as oppose to them being in your life. of course when they first leave it's going to hurt there is not doubt about that, but after a while and you start living your life you get happier. and that's what i'm doing i'm getting happier with each day. i hope you're happy with the decision you made by kicking me out of your life. cause right now i am. and i know that sounds bad but i can't really help what i feel right now. 


i have the best news in the whole wide world. 

1. i had a job interview at red bowl today, pray for me that i get this job. 
2. i actually talked to both of my bestfriends for more than two seconds this weekend. 
3. and i had the best weekend with my girls. <3 

i don't how to be fine when i'm not.