when we're close i fear you.

i've drifted away from the most important person in my life, the one who is always there for me when i feel like no one else is, the one that i can call on no matter what time it is, the one that is there no matter how far i've drifted away. you wanna know who that person is, jesus my lord and savior. i feel as if i need him now more than ever, i've been listening to jimmy needham and tenth avenue north a lot lately and their music is so amazing, it puts me in a great mood. it makes me miss the person i was, who stayed so connected with god and now i'm someone who talks to him every now and again. i need to get back on track with having him in my life and putting him first, i can't keep pushing him to the back and not worry about him. so from this point on i am going to start living for him again, he is going to be my world like he once was. i'm not going to let him drift out of my life again. he is going to be the reason behind my happiness.

these lyrics<3.