Its been almost a year since I've been here just to talk. So many things have been going on with life, its crazy. College, of course, kicking me in the butt. I finally got a job so when i'm not working in at school or doing some school related thing. Three weeks ago on Tuesday morning my little brother passed away, I hate that hes gone and never coming back, I want to see him when I get home from work or school. It hits me in waves that he isn't going to be coming back. That little boy was the strongest person I've ever known, and no one will tell me differently. I'm trying to be strong for my parents but sometimes I just have to break down. Its so hard not having him here with me, hes the one, when I was feeling down I'd look over at him and know that everything was going to be okay because hes been through SO much throughout his entire lifetime. Everyone is telling me everything will be okay but I don't think that it will ever be okay, he was supposed to be here with his family and friends that love him..
My Angel. April 17, 1995 - January 10, 2012 I miss you everyday. <3
Well on the one brighter note I have, I'm leaving for New York tomorrow. I'm way past excited, I miss my bestfriend, and it will be good for me to get away from all of the craziness in South Carolina.
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