i've never felt so alone in my whole life.

i don't have the words to explain how i'm feeling right now, its a mix of hatred, hurt, and i just feel like punching you right in the jaw. like you totally don't understand how much of a dick you are. how could have i been so blind not to see it. i really right now hate you, that's the only thing that i can feel at the moment. and i know that will eventually go away but right now that all i feel. 

i really need to start listening to my mom. she is right about everything, i guess i'm just to hardheaded to listen. but from now on i'm going to start listening to what she has to say into consideration. and i now know that she doesn't just say things just to hear herself talk, she says them because in the long run it really does help me so thanks momma. <3 

today was horrible, i wrecked into a ditch because my car hates me, school was gay as always, and the news i got today made me wanna kick a kitten, and to top it all off my dinner was disgusting, (btw, do not go to the wild wings on harbison they are horrible) 

this day has been the best ever, can't you tell?!

best band ever!